001. i wish i wasn't so miserable.
002. i should appreciate the life i'm living.
003. i hate being a bitch to my mom.
004. i hate being grounded even more.
005. i miss stephen.
006. my stomach hurts.
007. i hate the way i look.
008. i hate most of the people i know.
009. AT LEAST I'M NOT A FUCKING DRUGGED UP WHORE.
010. i won't make it another year in this place.
011. i knew a month and a half of pure happiness was too good to be true.
012. i want someone to trust.
013. i want someone to love.
014. i want someone who cares.
015. i want to cry.
016. i don't have much to complain about.
017. i'm a little brat.
018. i don't deserve stephen.
019. i feel like i'm going to puke.
020. i hope i do.
i need to forget everything, everyone. i need to relocate.
</3 me
July 23 2005, 10:14:54 UTC 6 years ago
he was buying baby food for his "friend's" going away party.
i guess that means kristi?
he said hi. and "cue."
and i said..."fa shizzle."
Anonymous
July 24 2005, 14:26:54 UTC 6 years ago
I love you but...
Life's not so bad. Drama Drama Drama. When ever you feel bad about the little things think of those little things think about the starving kids in africa that dont have enough to eat and parents are dead or dieng because of aids. No need to wine of a STUPID boy.Anonymous
July 24 2005, 15:38:19 UTC 6 years ago
hannah
July 24 2005, 15:41:07 UTC 6 years ago
July 25 2005, 12:01:10 UTC 6 years ago
dont sweat it
i saw you yesterday. you looked fabolous.we havent talked as much as we use too. but i still worry about you
mel and my mum keeps askin about you. toady and has no one to watch
dora with anymore...lol. that boys a poopie face...i think well i dont
him but he seems like poopie face and hes crazy if he doesnt want you...cuz your hott and your the next jayne mansfield!
p.s. sell ads this week....
luv ur lisha pisha face